Gimme the ball coach, I want the pressure!!

Hello, It's me Talton.

The time of my last blog was... lol sounds like I'm at confession... hmm which reminds me I haven't been to one of those since grade school! We catholics are supposed to go once a year. I think the only ppl that do are school kids and the elderly. That's even if the schools still make the kiddies go.

Well lots of things are going on with me, as usual. For the most part all is well. Keeping my head above water. Brother got bills, and with an inconsistent work schedule my lifestyle tends to exceed my means... but hey I'll try not to stress too much. God has made a way for me to survive and somehow he keeps coming through!! The devil is playing his part too... every good movie has it's twists. If the protagonist (the hero) doesn't have any obstacles to overcome then you'd have a really boring movie!

Sometimes you have those moments where as Chrisette Michele would say, "It just came to me, like an epiphany!"
Well I'm still waiting for that moment... Lol, not really... Sometimes I feel like I'm spreading myself to thin and not focusing on one thing. Which can be true in some cases. I'm rapidly approaching the age of 25! Scary folks, very Scary! It's not because I think I'm an "old person" it's just I haven't accomplished the things I'd planned b4 30 yet... I don't wanna be a 40 year old still trying to find a career! I feel like that's the path I'm on. Sure I went to college and graduated, but it's not enough. In a sense, ppl that didn't go to college and only high school sort of have it better. Nowadays, I'm either over qualified and over looked or under experience and under schooled.
My head is still held high though! I have some short term goals to meet, errors to correct, lessons to learn. Taking more control and responsibility for my actions.

When I step back and look at my family and the ppl around me, I notice singers, songwriters, dancers and so on. I'm surrounded with ppl in the Arts. I, myself have talents as well that I have put off to the side. Well maybe the was a huge mistake. Here lately I've been spending alot of my free time messing around with different mixing and editing software. I've even given myself a DJ name, lol.... Even been researching some schools in the field. I hate to sound like I'm being held back and I'd love to go to this one school I've picked out, but I have this huge burden on my shoulders, (well at least to me) which is holding me down. No I don't have any kids are anything like that!! lol,
The question today is not Do I want to? it's How will I?
The answer:
Coming Soon to a blog near you! Lol